Hero
What is your definition of a hero?
I'd really like to know,
Since I don't really have an answer.
Is your hero courageous?
I guess it's possible,
But I wouldn't really know.
Is your hero perfect?
I think it's likely,
Even though nobody is really perfect.
Is your hero compassionate?
I've noticed most are,
Which really just confuses me.
Is your hero a coward?
Nobody thinks that way,
At least I hope they don't.
Is your hero flawed?
That is sometimes the case,
When you're looking for something real.
Is your hero heartless?
If your answer is yes,
I implore you to find another.
Is your hero courageous or a coward?
Is your
Struggle
Waiting for things to change,
This rift between our worlds,
Your heaven and my hell,
Is much more than a memory.
To live only in the present,
Is the only way to be happy,
Yet the light hasn't broken
Into this, my lair of shadows.
Our epic struggle with the wrong,
Is nothing compared to the
Endless search for what is right,
And lives are still left in ruin.
I beg of you, please wait for me,
And when the time comes,
Let the moonlight guide us,
To the sanctuary at the end.
I would fight all of my demons,
Just to be with you, my angel.
A Long Way Out
It's a long way out,
But I'm gonna make it out,
At any cost I shout,
I'll strike any deal,
For just one more day.
Heaven fell in on itself tonight,
As I met a Devil at the wishing well.
It's a long way out,
To get some extra time,
In this small world of mine,
Only to find there is nothing,
Simply nothing to stay for,
I find my deal meaningless.
Heaven fell in on itself tonight,
As I met a Devil at the wishing well.
It's a long way out,
But I'm gonna make it out,
I'm nobody I scream,
Without someone here with me,
My heaven becomes my hell.
Heaven fell in on itself tonight,
As I met a Devil at the wishing we
Dreams of Frost
Wake me up when winter is gone,
When the bitter cold has passed,
When I can feel my body again,
When this numbing frost lifts.
Wake me up when spring returns.
Wake me up when winter is gone,
After the weakness has left me,
After the ice melts,
After I discover myself,
Wake me up when spring returns.
Wake me up when winter is gone,
Before the world around me breaks,
Before my feelings are destroyed,
Before I lose my mind,
Wake me when spring returns.
Wake me up when winter is gone,
When the bitter cold has passed,
After I discover myself,
Before I lose my mind,
Wake me up when spring returns.
Wake me when
Lucky Number
I'm good at telling lies, to everyone but myself.
I tell myself everything I want to hear,
Yet I can't seem to accept the things that are said.
What kind of person does it make me,
If I can't even trust my own words.
Lucky number thirteen I'd say,
But what kind of mockery is that?
Must I be so different, as to
Pick the number people feel is
The most unlucky of all?
My lucky number is not thirteen,
That is just another lie.
I have no lucky number.
I believe luck is blind, and
Being blind makes it random.
Lying is second nature,
An automatic responce.
Who needs luck when everyone
Believes every word you say?
Man
Lucky Number - 2nd Coming by MasterOdd, literature
Literature
Lucky Number - 2nd Coming
Lucky Number (2nd Coming)
Cutting the bonds between us,
Oh yes, slashing our ties,
I never though I could be
So calm and ruthless about it.
You crowded out my luck.
Born on the eleventh day,
Of the seventh month,
On the year of the hard eights.
A birth to symbolize luck,
Had no bearing on my lifestyle.
Numbers are everything right?
They define the definitions of
Reality itself, and the boundaries
We set for ourselves and others.
So why do they mean nothing to you?
I was born to thrive on order,
You were born to thrive on control.
But I am luck, and you a dealer,
So just like the luck I adore,
I become uncontrollable, my l
Mutated Thoughts
I feel like a mental patient in my own mind,
Bouncing off the walls of a padded cell,
That keeps me from hurting myself,
But does nothing to keep me from feeling nuts.
I think of the normal people looking in,
And how the talking squirrels got their
Hands on all of those light sabers.
The rodent version of star wars, hah.
I think of the regulars lying to me,
And why it would be nice to make my own
Line of cheese-flavored nuclear powered shoes.
Chedder, swiss, or gouda? I'll let you choose.
I think of how many people are different,
And where the best place would be to
Start my collection of penguin beaks.
Don't
Sin
What face you choose to
Hide behind each day
Makes no difference to me.
I will open everyone's eyes,
So they can see what is
Wrong with our world today.
Will you manifest as greed,
Causing a drug dealer to
Gun down his client and partner?
I will wake up the house,
To show people their mistakes,
And try to get them to stop.
Will you manifest as envy,
Making a cop frame his boss,
So he can try to steal his job?
I will startle the neighborhood,
So everybody loses some sleep,
And realizes things have to change.
Will you manifest as pride,
Forcing two teens to crash
Head on in a game of chicken?
I will shock the town,
T
Life of Odd
Born of love,
Raised in despair.
It's an odd life
To have to live.
At one he is innocent,
In a world of firsts.
Family and happiness
Usher in a new year.
Two comes and goes,
In a world of sweet forgetfulness.
Sunshine and adoration
Is the way of all.
The life you can't remember,
Always seems the best.
He knows better now
And wants to escape.
By the time four is passed,
Father has left him.
Relatives don't understand
And life is suddenly bleak.
When five arrives,
He begins to learn.
Friends emerge to offer help
In their inexperienced ways.
Life improves with school,
And dad becomes a memory.
He also meets
Hold, Dear Soldier
Here I am, Standing on the edge,
Where life and death collide,
Hold me back, Hold this anger.
How are you, Right behind me,
Safe from the danger we made,
Hold yourself, Hold your tongue.
Clinging desperately to sanity,
We find ourselves waiting for
A resolution that will never come.
Forgetting why we're there,
Fighting for a lost cause,
Holding onto a fading hope.
Real battlefields astound us,
Imagination folds under the pressure,
Hold onto me, Hold the reins.
Someone must survive this,
And so it must be you,
Hold your tears, Hold your soul.
Your world and mine,
Are very different places,
But you've ea
Current Residence: My house...<_< Favourite genre of music: Rock and Alternative Rock...with some anime music tied in... MP3 player of choice: Wassat? I use a half-dead CD player. Wallpaper of choice: Ish got fishies nao...o_o
My last journal was posted in December of 07...once I finally noticed this, I felt obligated to give whoever is still listening an update.
There is nothing new going on in my life.
Update complete. Hehehe.
No really, I've been bored for months and College annoys me. Commutes suck, classes suck, work sucks (oh right, I have no job anymore, nevermind), and home sucks. I think it's all too easy for me at this point, and I still feel like I'm not going to be handed a future once I'm out of school again...I'm probably going to have to create something special on my own...as in, school isn't helping. Anyway, my writing has died down since I lost
I was intrigued...and technically tagged. o_o So I decided to do this thing...and I took some of the questions out.
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1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
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1. Thomas Odesco (Odd)
2. Dain Soldato
3. Mia Catolin
4. Kansei Shonzo
5. Haven
A.Are you a boy or a girl?
1. Odd: A guy, quite obviously.
2. Dain: Man, no boy.
3. Mia: A girl! ^^
4. Kansei: I'm a male...
5. Haven: A man.
B.How old are you?
1. Odd: I'm officially 24....heh.
2. Dain: I'm am thirty years old.
3. Mia: I am 20 thank you...o.o;;...fine, 25. Hmph.
4. Kan
Updates:
1) My laptop is in the process of being "repaired".
2) My car is finally "not crap".
3) College is ten times easier than HS.
4) I'm still lazy and constantly bored...go figure.
5) I'm still pathetically lonely.